I just want to let you know that lately, I've been thinking of you. I think I miss you. For the last few months that we've known each other you've been a really good friend. My constant afternoon phonepal. And for 3 months a very diligent textmate.
The purpose of this letter, really is to say I'm sorry. I may have said things that I shouldn' t have. I apologize if I have mislead you into thinking that there's something. There MAY BE something. I mean I wouldn't ask you out if there's nothing, right? It's just I think it's not yet the right time. Please don't mistake that for me not liking you, because it's just not true. I enjoy every minute that I am with you. All the times I hear your smile on the phone. All the silent moments in the restaurant. I also like the fact that you let me enjoy my sleep while you watched Benjamin Buttons. Even the time that you dragged me with your friends to visit a bar that straight men dare not enter. Believe it or not, those awkward moments on our dates have been fun for me. I enjoy - no - I LOVE your company.
I'm not perfect, and I may not be the right guy for you. You certainly deserve someone better. But for a few months, you stuck with me. I guess all I'm asking is to at least spare the friendship. Let's start there. It may work out, and things could go forward. Or it may not. Just don't let this end. Not this way. I have a list of people that I've met throughout this lifetime that I can do without, and your name is not there. Yours is something that I hold dear.
I hope you change your mind about us. But if it doesn't...
Thank you... for letting me get to know you.
This letter I wrote with the sole intention of winning back date (or ex-date) after I totally screwed up our friendship. I have not sent it yet. For now it'll just sit on my drafts inbox. Wish me luck.
Anything you think I should add to this?!
BTW, this will be the last time I'll be posting about Date. But you will know if there is a need to move on.