SI PAPA JACK AT JAMES MORRISON

Kanina, habang bumibiyahe papasok, nag-iisip ako ng maisusulat para dito sa aking blog. Nakikinig si Manong Driver kanina sa 90.7 Love Radio, at mayroong caller si Papa Jack (shet ang jologs ko talaga!!!) na namomroblema sa boypren niya. Feeling niya kasi na hindi niya nakukuha yung dapat makuha niya sa isang relasyon. Yung lalaki kasi eh masyadong attached sa pamilya niya. Mama's boy. So itong si babae, dahil naghahanap ng lambing mula sa sinisinta niya, ay nakakaramdam ng pagkukulang. Sa tingin niya, eh hindi bumabalik yung binibigay niyang pag-ibig sa lalake.

Ang sagot naman ng DJ sa kanya, eh isa siyang malaking TANGA. Madamot daw yung babae. Kasi parang ang sabi eh nagbibigay siya kasi nag-eexpect siya ng kapalit mula dun sa lalake. Tapos madamot nga, kasi parang pinapapili niya yung guy sa kanila ng pamilya niya, na hindi naman dapat sa isang relationship. Parang mali daw, na dahil lang dun eh magkakaroon na siya ng duda kung mahal nga ba ito ng boypren niya, at medyo handa na siyang sumuko. Kung ganun daw ang pag-iisip niya, eh hindi pa siya handang magmahal (not exactly his words, pero parang ganun yung gusto niyang iparating).

Naisip ko, may point dun si Papa Jack. Kapag nagmahal ka nga ng isang tao dapat give lang ng give, kahit wala kang makuha, basta ang mahalaga eh maiparamdam mo sa mahal mo yung pag-ibig mo sa kanya. Kasi nga naman, kung nag-eexpect ka ng kapalit, ang ginagawa mo ay parang kinokontrata mo ang isang tao na mahalin ka dahil may ibinibigay ka at di dahil mahal mo siya. Pero syempre, kelangan maging matalino ka rin, kailangan mo ring maramdaman kung kailan inaabuso na yung pagbibigay mo. Wag kang maging martir, ikanga.

Hmm... para sa isang palabas sa radyo na kadalasan eh kwentong kabastusan na PG-13 ang naririnig ko, di ko inaasahang may matututunan ako dito.

Iiwan ko na lang muna kayo ng isang awitin mula kay James Morrison. Dinagdag ko na siya sa player sa kaliwa ninyo. Hopefully, tumugtog ito... Sobrang nakakarelate kasi ako ngayon dito...

SAY IT ALL OVER AGAIN
James Morrison

I’ve been a fool
I tripped and fell, there was nothing I could do
Forgot what I had, thought I had something to prove
Oh what a fool
I couldn’t change
Put my hand in the flame
That was the only way I ever see some light come back again
Whatever you’ve got for me, I take it completely

If it’s love if it’s hate give me more
I can take what you’re feeling
Oh what you’re feeling
Let me say it all over again
Give me fire give me rainI can take all the pain if I hurt you
I don’t wanna hurt you
Just wanna say it all over again

Oh and nowI think about the nights I let you down
I remember all the times you helped me out
I’m sorry now
You’re slipping away
as everything breaks
All I want to do is fix it up and hope it’s not too late
Whatever you got for me

If it’s love if it’s hate give me more
I can take what you’re feeling
Oh what you’re feeling
Let me say it all over again
Give me fire give me rain
I can take all the pain if I hurt you
I don’t wanna hurt you
Just let me say it all over again

Oh I couldn’t see it
No no no
That the only one I needed was there all along
Oh for the first time, I know it’s gonna be the last time
I’m gonna give you all I got to give and never hold it back

Oh if it’s love if it’s hate give me all
I can take what you’re feelingI know what you’re feeling
Just Let me say it all over again
Give me fire give me rain
I can take all the pain if I hurt you
I don’t wanna hurt youJust let me say it all over again
If it’s love if it’s hate give me moreI can take what you’re feeling
Oh what you’re feelingLet me say it all over again
If it’s fire if it’s rainI can take all the pain that you’re feeling
I don’t wanna hurt you
Just let me say it all over again and again and again

You gotta give me some love
You know give me some love
gimme some love
Know you've gotta me some love some love
gimme some love gimme some love gimme some love
gotta give me some love
I’m gonna give you all I got
Give you all I got to give
Give you all I got to give hmmmmm
You know I will