MASAMANG PANAGINIP

Nung isang gabi, ako'y binangungot

Sa totoo lang, isa yun sa pinakanakakatakot na panaginip ko.

Yung kapitbahay daw namin sa haunted house nakatira.

At sa hindi maipaliwanag na dahilan ay kailangan naming tumira dun kahit isang gabi lang.

Kailangan yata naming patunayan na yung mga multong namamahay dun ay bayolente talaga gaya ng sinasabi nila.

Sa umpisa pa lang may kakaibang naramdaman na ako. May mga aninong dumadaan sa gilid ng mata ko. May mga bumubulong sa may tenga ko. Ang pinakakawawa ay yung pamangkin ko. Gusto daw nilang umiiyak ang mga bata kaya buong gabi sinasaktan nila ito.

Alam mo yung sa pelikula, yung pagbukas mo ng ilaw sa kwarto ay makikita mo ang isang multo sa may salamin. Nakita ko yun. Dalawang beses pa. Dahil paglabas ko, para patunayang totoo nga siya, bumalik ako at binuksan ulit yung ilaw. Parang tanga lang.

Pero sa totoo, kinabahan talaga ako. Dahil alam ko, di na kailangan mangapitbahay para makaramdam ng mga ganito. Sa bahay namin mayroon ka nang mararamdaman.

Ilang saglit pa, di ko na kinaya, gumising na ako.

Kailangan kong uminom, di magandang kumbinasyon ang init at bangungot.

Paglabas ko ng kwarto biglang kumabog ang dibdib ko.

May lalaking maitim na nakatingin sa akin.

Malaki ang mata at nakakatakot talaga.

Muntik na akong sumigaw.

Handa na akong sumigaw.

Di pa ako nakakakita ng multo sa buong buhay ko.

Pero yung katulong lang namin pala.

IN ABSENCIA

Bakit hindi ako masyadong nakakapagsulat at ikot-ikot sa blogosperyo ngayon...

• Subsob sa trabaho. As in. Panakaw lang ang pagbukas ng internet. 
• Subsob sa xbox. Naglalaro ng Mass Effect 3 at Dance Central 2.
• Libreng oras ay para sa Quality Time with Kasintahan.
• Mas aktibo din pala ako sa Wordpress kahit walang nagbabasa. 
• Wala rin palang maisulat.
• Ang internet sa bahay ay para lang sa pagdownload ng tv series, movies at comics.
• Aktibo din kasi sa pagbabasa sa twitter.
• Nagdaan din sa depression

***************

Busy talaga, pero susubukan ko magsulat dito ng madalas. Hay.

Kumusta naman kayo?

RATED SPG

"Why do you love me?" he asked, pushing me a bit further when I attempted to kiss him.

It made me think. We've only really known each other for two weeks. "Hmmmm. Because you're nice. You're funny. You make me smile everyday. And look at you, you're gorgeous."

He hugged me.

"Let's do this," he said. He started kissing me in the neck. My arms. My cheeks.

I like the way he smelled. Like the scent cigarette smoke lingered on his body. I kissed back. His neck. His chest. His torso. His armpits. His body was poetry made flesh. My fingers played with every curve brought about by his muscles. I licked his neck. My fetish. He giggled. I must remember to shave my beard the next time.

"You like that?" I asked.

He moaned. He pushed my shoulders down.

I obliged.

It was the night I've ever had. What we had was great. What we had was real. What we had was beautiful. It was magic.

It was not just sex. It was love-making. Passion and heat making music.

I knew then we were in love.

We held hands when we slept. I was secure sleeping inside his hugs.

This was the most unforgettable night I've ever had.

If only I knew, I'd ask for this evening to never end. For this feeling to last forever. For time to stand still.

Because after that night, I never heard from him again.

********************

This is fiction. Was thinking of actually posting this on pex, but I wanted to post this here first. Haven't really written an english fiction in a loooooong time.

Reposting this. Para lang malaman niyong buhay pa ang blog na ito.

BTW, meron na rin pala akong Wordpress blog. Wala lang. :)


Narealize ko, holy week pala. Sorry po Lord.


HAPPY EASTER SA LAHAT!!!